Out with the Old

Hi faithful and unfaithful readers!

I have decided to freeze this account as I am too lazy to adjust the formatting should I wish to have a new template. Also since I decided to change my atmosphere in postings, I thought, why not just start a new?

Which I have, so feel free to check it out over here.

Razak vs Rzeznik

peonxian says: (12:46:04 PM)
Razak also asks if she has experience jumping off a building as she has testified that the body was found further from the building than in the usual case of suicide by jumping.

rzeznik says: (12:46:35 PM)
WOW

rzeznik says: (12:46:40 PM)
and I thought I was stupid

Nice One

It never ceases to amaze me how people can be so full of themselves. Full of shit. Even in their supposed time of suffering, they dramatize it to such extravagance - seeking tools duller than they are for their attention. I guess money can't buy everything.

It is cliche to say that they are nowhere near knowing what suffering is about. Nowhere knowing what misfortune and real shit is. Open your damn eyes. Take a look around. Stop blaming others around you for what you are going through. It is a slap to the face of others that have less than you but yet still get on with life.

Some even go as far as to blame their beliefs. In this case, they blame God. Sure they don't have the courage to outwardly say it but it is so obvious. Why would you lose faith in someone if that someone didn't do anything wrong? Does that someone owe you anything? Is that someone expected to answer you the way you want it? Are you expecting the whole world to collectively agree and tell you things you want to hear? Absurd.

Some of us do not even have the privilege and luxury of good education but yet we still make the most of our lives trying to get by from day to day. Some of us do not even have a nice house and a family that we can go home to for peace and comfort. There are some people who will be indebted to the bank and the government their entire life paying off loans for their meager house and basic car. These people don't even complain. In fact they are happy to be able to have a home and a means of transportation other than this country's crappy public transportation. Don't even get me started on that.

Your decisions are yours to make. What you choose to do with your life is your own. To blame others is weakness in not being able to acknowledge your own limitations.

All in all, the cryptic vague details of one's whining about how life has taken its toll is a carefully worded concealment of feared exposure of stupidity at the same time crying out for attention that only will be responded with superficial words of comfort that will have no substance and true value.

Back at Halftime 2010

So it's been a heck of a first half of the year. I couldn't even believe that it came to a point where blogging felt like a chore. Furthermore, I don't think that there are many people who read this site anyway so I guess it doesn't really matter. Let's run through the random thoughts in my head until I come up with something worth talking about. Thomas Cup was meh, World Cup is meh'ing...

Ever come to a point in life whereby after a day's work you don't want to do anything else but just go back to your home and the comfort of your room and just do whatever it is you like doing, if only it would calm you down or take your mind off the soil you toil to earn your keep to stay alive in this dumb filled world.

I'm getting lazy and losing track of what I want to say. Double cheese burger.

The Art of Talking 1

Another night during the weekend where I should be mustering every bit of sleep I can get to compensate for the years I lack. However procrastination takes hold of me for some reason that I just want to avoid being in a helpless unconscious state for as long as possible.

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Understanding the Source.

Ever had people try to one up you in things you say? It seems like it is their purpose to tell you that they have experienced more than you had. If it's something good, they'll try to imply it is nothing compared to what they had. If it's something bad, they'll make it a mission to convince you that they had worst.

I was having a conversation with Rayn few hours ago about coveting other people. Through my explanation of why people need to be trendy; who need to own things that others do; I just came to a new level of realization that the reasons why they do so, are because of their insecurities. They feel lack of self worth then they lack what others have. They feel that by following what others do, trying their best to look great with fashion and possessions just like the everybody else, would give themselves more value.

However they do not know the substance of this value. They don't even know if this "value" that they have chosen to fill themselves with are worth much or at all. It is human nature to continue searching for purpose in life; having the sense of fulfillment in their lives. They fear of ending up living a meaningless life, an empty shell that lives day by day awaiting their inevitable end of existences.

Better Late Than Never, The Man in the Mirror

As the great King of Pop once sang about anybody who wants to make the world a better place.

I wonder how many people actually sing this song but not realize that it also applies to themselves.

As I procrastinate...
as I fight the need and responsibility...
to get enough rest for the day ahead of me...
the first day of work of the year...
I want to make this day last just a little bit more.

I gain the motivation to write about my reflections on the ever occurring and recurring thoughts. The thoughts by without God's gift to me, wouldn't mean anything as I would be just like any other, going on with their lives being unconscious of the world bigger than us. Which was what I procrastinated in doing in the first place. Here is a preview of things that I would like to elaborate on in future writings.

The Art of Talking
There is power in words. Surely you know this that words of encouragement lifts people up just as words of demoralizing value drag people down. Words are methods with which beings communicate. There is some sort of dualism that the world adopts. Some people believe that we "should not judge a book by its cover" while there are those who believe first impressions are everything. It is not surprising to know there are people who preach both of these.

I believe that first impressions are significant enough that it gives those who are discerning, a little insight or premonition into the true being of a person. I believe that we were created as beings that were not meant to lie. It was not in our original specifications. Reason being that no matter how much effort a person puts into concealing the truth, it eventually falters. Depending on how well, or how bad the person can keep from everything falling apart.

To be expanded upon in an individual article.

The Way of Doing
If certain things are meant to be done knowing very well that it is for good, why do people not do it? Why do people wait for others to do it when they could have easily took the initiative themselves, in many cases saving more time and energy?

Why are we so lazy that we have to wait for someone else that comes along to pick that litter of trash up? Why are we so hypocritical that we are quick to condemn the act of others when we ourselves could have done something about it instead of waiting for the "right people" to handle it?

How can we expect others to live a life of good will and kindness when we ourselves do not practice it?

To be expanded upon in an individual article.

Never Go Full

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:26:59 PM)
everyone gets famous being a retard

peonxian says: (4:28:37 PM)
hey I think you're a retard, why aren't you famous?

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:28:48 PM)
I dont act as one

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:28:50 PM)
thats why

peonxian says: (4:29:24 PM)
sort of comes naturally