"It is not merely of some importance but is of fundamental importance that justice should not only be done,
but should manifestly and undoubtedly be seen to be done.
"

- Lord Chief Justice Hewart

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Out with the Old

Hi faithful and unfaithful readers!

I have decided to freeze this account as I am too lazy to adjust the formatting should I wish to have a new template. Also since I decided to change my atmosphere in postings, I thought, why not just start a new?

Which I have, so feel free to check it out over here.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Razak vs Rzeznik

peonxian says: (12:46:04 PM)
Razak also asks if she has experience jumping off a building as she has testified that the body was found further from the building than in the usual case of suicide by jumping.

rzeznik says: (12:46:35 PM)
WOW

rzeznik says: (12:46:40 PM)
and I thought I was stupid

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Nice One

It never ceases to amaze me how people can be so full of themselves. Full of shit. Even in their supposed time of suffering, they dramatize it to such extravagance - seeking tools duller than they are for their attention. I guess money can't buy everything.

It is cliche to say that they are nowhere near knowing what suffering is about. Nowhere knowing what misfortune and real shit is. Open your damn eyes. Take a look around. Stop blaming others around you for what you are going through. It is a slap to the face of others that have less than you but yet still get on with life.

Some even go as far as to blame their beliefs. In this case, they blame God. Sure they don't have the courage to outwardly say it but it is so obvious. Why would you lose faith in someone if that someone didn't do anything wrong? Does that someone owe you anything? Is that someone expected to answer you the way you want it? Are you expecting the whole world to collectively agree and tell you things you want to hear? Absurd.

Some of us do not even have the privilege and luxury of good education but yet we still make the most of our lives trying to get by from day to day. Some of us do not even have a nice house and a family that we can go home to for peace and comfort. There are some people who will be indebted to the bank and the government their entire life paying off loans for their meager house and basic car. These people don't even complain. In fact they are happy to be able to have a home and a means of transportation other than this country's crappy public transportation. Don't even get me started on that.

Your decisions are yours to make. What you choose to do with your life is your own. To blame others is weakness in not being able to acknowledge your own limitations.

All in all, the cryptic vague details of one's whining about how life has taken its toll is a carefully worded concealment of feared exposure of stupidity at the same time crying out for attention that only will be responded with superficial words of comfort that will have no substance and true value.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Back at Halftime 2010

So it's been a heck of a first half of the year. I couldn't even believe that it came to a point where blogging felt like a chore. Furthermore, I don't think that there are many people who read this site anyway so I guess it doesn't really matter. Let's run through the random thoughts in my head until I come up with something worth talking about. Thomas Cup was meh, World Cup is meh'ing...

Ever come to a point in life whereby after a day's work you don't want to do anything else but just go back to your home and the comfort of your room and just do whatever it is you like doing, if only it would calm you down or take your mind off the soil you toil to earn your keep to stay alive in this dumb filled world.

I'm getting lazy and losing track of what I want to say. Double cheese burger.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

The Art of Talking 1

Another night during the weekend where I should be mustering every bit of sleep I can get to compensate for the years I lack. However procrastination takes hold of me for some reason that I just want to avoid being in a helpless unconscious state for as long as possible.

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Understanding the Source.

Ever had people try to one up you in things you say? It seems like it is their purpose to tell you that they have experienced more than you had. If it's something good, they'll try to imply it is nothing compared to what they had. If it's something bad, they'll make it a mission to convince you that they had worst.

I was having a conversation with Rayn few hours ago about coveting other people. Through my explanation of why people need to be trendy; who need to own things that others do; I just came to a new level of realization that the reasons why they do so, are because of their insecurities. They feel lack of self worth then they lack what others have. They feel that by following what others do, trying their best to look great with fashion and possessions just like the everybody else, would give themselves more value.

However they do not know the substance of this value. They don't even know if this "value" that they have chosen to fill themselves with are worth much or at all. It is human nature to continue searching for purpose in life; having the sense of fulfillment in their lives. They fear of ending up living a meaningless life, an empty shell that lives day by day awaiting their inevitable end of existences.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Better Late Than Never, The Man in the Mirror

As the great King of Pop once sang about anybody who wants to make the world a better place.

I wonder how many people actually sing this song but not realize that it also applies to themselves.

As I procrastinate...
as I fight the need and responsibility...
to get enough rest for the day ahead of me...
the first day of work of the year...
I want to make this day last just a little bit more.

I gain the motivation to write about my reflections on the ever occurring and recurring thoughts. The thoughts by without God's gift to me, wouldn't mean anything as I would be just like any other, going on with their lives being unconscious of the world bigger than us. Which was what I procrastinated in doing in the first place. Here is a preview of things that I would like to elaborate on in future writings.

The Art of Talking

There is power in words. Surely you know this that words of encouragement lifts people up just as words of demoralizing value drag people down. Words are methods with which beings communicate. There is some sort of dualism that the world adopts. Some people believe that we "should not judge a book by its cover" while there are those who believe first impressions are everything. It is not surprising to know there are people who preach both of these.

I believe that first impressions are significant enough that it gives those who are discerning, a little insight or premonition into the true being of a person. I believe that we were created as beings that were not meant to lie. It was not in our original specifications. Reason being that no matter how much effort a person puts into concealing the truth, it eventually falters. Depending on how well, or how bad the person can keep from everything falling apart.

To be expanded upon in an individual article.

The Way of Doing
If certain things are meant to be done knowing very well that it is for good, why do people not do it? Why do people wait for others to do it when they could have easily took the initiative themselves, in many cases saving more time and energy?

Why are we so lazy that we have to wait for someone else that comes along to pick that litter of trash up? Why are we so hypocritical that we are quick to condemn the act of others when we ourselves could have done something about it instead of waiting for the "right people" to handle it?

How can we expect others to live a life of good will and kindness when we ourselves do not practice it?

To be expanded upon in an individual article.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Never Go Full

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:26:59 PM)
everyone gets famous being a retard

peonxian says: (4:28:37 PM)
hey I think you're a retard, why aren't you famous?

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:28:48 PM)
I dont act as one

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:28:50 PM)
thats why

peonxian says: (4:29:24 PM)
sort of comes naturally

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Is That A Good Thing?

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:13:55 PM)
I was thinking

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

How About the Offdays?

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (11:26:00 AM)
sometimes I feel stupid

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

The Wonderful Dark and Gloomy

It is nearing the end of the year, where the country experiences, what I would like to call "Malaysian Winter". Of course it wouldn't snow, though I wish it would, but it rains almost everyday and the sky is dark and cloudy.

"Now hold on!" You might say. Wondering why I would enjoy the darkness of the atmosphere as oppose to most people preferring a bright sunny day. Well it's pretty simple in that a sunny day has high probabilities of it being hot. I hate the heat. Who likes the heat? Burning up and sweating. Such a hindrance and inconvenience getting through the day... and night. Yes I am one of those really rare people that still has no air conditioner in my room.

Let me break it down for you. Rain and darkness. Why I like it.

The rain comes down on everyone without prejudice, being a blessing or curse to all of us. Most people would complain about it causing them problems like traffic jams and floods. If you really think about it, the rain does not cause jams and floods. It is the poorly planned "development" of the country that caused this. Think of the rain as showing the failures of the "system".

The rain clears the air of dirt and pollution, allowing us to breathe freely of clean crisp air. The air that is free, for you and me. It releases the heat trapped on the ground into the air cooling the temperature around us, providing a refreshing yet relaxing feeling of comfort, especially when we sleep.

Then comes the darkness. The darkness covers everything with the absence of light. Hiding every detail perceivable by the eyes. Which includes the ugliness and imperfections of people on their actions. Concealing them from view, allows for focus on other things which are more pleasurable to one's self. Just like the state of having the eyes closed, but this time having the same effect without needing to close the eyes. More power to those who are adapt at making their way through the dark. Familiarizing themselves with the way things are and not what the eyes perceive them to be.

It's beginning to feel like the most wonderful time of the year.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Love Thy Neighbour

Is the only thing from me actually crippling them with my bare hands.

How can the people speak of unity among ourselves and tolerance among each other when they are the very people who go against it? How can they demand or expect respect from others when they do everything that makes people lose respect for them even more? The people in this country are shit.

Tonight, few minutes ago. I was very close in committing a criminal offense. Rayn and I were turning into a narrow lane in my housing area where we were already half way through when this old man was slowly turning at the opposite end and proceeded to head towards us slowly. Now we were already more than half way through the lane now and I assumed that seeing he was slower he would reverse a little and give us way so that we can just get the hell out of there and on with our lives. Apparently assholes are still around irregardless of age. He just waited there for something to happen. He even turned off his lights.

I had enough of that shit so I got out of the car and went to speak with him. I could see fear in his eyes when I approached him.

I asked him what seems to be the problem.
He said we were in his way.
I asked seeing that we were already more than half way through the lane, if he would have been so kind as to just reverse a little and give us way.
He goes into defensive mode saying that he was in the lane first and that we sped through.
I told him that was not what I saw and still asked if he could be so kind as to give way seeing that he had a short way back to reverse.
He refused to budge reiterating the same thing over and over again.
He also said he was driving slowly into the lane when he saw us.
I told him at that time we were already in that lane when he was turning in slowly and since he was turning in slowly he could've just stopped and reversed a bit.
I told him it doesn't matter who's in the right or wrong and asked again if he would be so kind as to just give us way.
He kept quiet for a bit and reluctantly said he would.
That was when I snapped and said "You know what? Forget it. Sorry for bothering you."

And I got back in the car and asked Rayn to reverse all the way back. There was a car on the back of our lane waiting to turn in but couldn't and was observing the whole thing.

Of course words can't describe how angry I am with the people of this kind of mentality in this country. What makes me furious is that these assholes get away with it and there is nothing I can do about it. Fuck this country. Fuck the people in this country. I need to get out of here.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Am I Look Nub

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (3:27:27 PM)
why the fuak am I so damn many things to do lol

Friday, October 16, 2009

I Think Therefore...

peonxian says: (1:03:48 PM)
do you ever talk about future life planning and expectations with any of your girlfriends at all?

peonxian says: (1:04:11 PM)
instead of just going on blindly with life and the relationship?

peonxian says: (1:04:26 PM)
wait nevermind

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (1:05:13 PM)
wow

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (1:05:22 PM)
u really almost think that I would go there?

peonxian says: (1:05:37 PM)
yeah you're right. I'm sorry I thought better of you

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Could You Repeat That?

m: (5:26:59 PM)
oh fuck im sneezing non stop and now my head fkn hurts

peonxian says: (5:27:26 PM)
infinite loop error

m: (5:27:30 PM)
fuck you

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Me Like to Rock


Just woke up not too long ago. Had myself a toasted ham and cheese sandwich. Feeling satisfied with the concert I had just been to last night. September 5, 2009 is when Michael Learns to Rock returned for a one night only concert at Genting Highlands. It was held in the "open air" Arena of the Stars.

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We traveled with Marc and his sister, who were nice enough to drive us there as well as his other sister helping us to get good seats! Thanks again!

For some reason, it felt kind of fun traveling with them, especially the part where we stopped to get foodles.

On the way there, we stopped for a while to get some breaths of fresh air.

Once we arrived there, we noticed there were a lot of barricades and police around. I guess they were there to prevent from anything that would disrupt the show. We took a Coffee Bean break before entering the Arena. LOL bean break... Now it is very rare I order hot drinks at these places. I noticed that they topped our drinks with around 2 inches of foam. What a rip.

We got into the arena and waited a bit before the show actually started. When the lights went out and the voice over was making the announcement, welcoming us to the show. When he was about to present the performers, everybody was cheering so lively with anticipation when the announcer finished his line by introducing some Andrew Tan or something like that.

The crowds' cheer then gradually turn into jeering of boo's. I wonder how that guy must have felt. Obviously by now he was the opening act for the night. He sang a chinese song which most of us did not really care for.

All I noticed was that he was wearing something that looked like a blue rain coat. It was glossy and had a hood. It was bright blue!

The crowd did give him a good applause and cheering when he was finished. I guess we're all quite supportive of the local scene. Most of us anyways...

After that, we waited for a long ass while before anything happened. During this wait, they were playing some classical music(still identifying) which was pretty frickin' long. And only towards the end of that did Michael Learns to Rock finally appear. I was wondering if they were stopped by a certain political party or something.

Oh if you haven't already noticed, yes my phone camera is crap for capturing objects far away as well as with poor lighting. At least I have proof I was there. They started out with My Sleeping Child to everybody's delight. The lead guitarist, Mikkel Lentz was quite jovial and happy. We thought he was high or something.

Somewhere a third of the show, lead singer and keyboardist Jascha Richter went on a break while their new lady bassist, butchered one of mine and Rayn's favorite song, You Took My Heart Away. She sang too high and I predicted she could not do the bridge because it was even higher and I was correct. It was a teeth gritting experience. Oh well, I guess they wanted to give her the opportunity or something. We cheered for her nevertheless.

Jascha came back wearing a t-shirt with a leopard on it. Before this was wearing a suit. I guess he found out it was too formal and warm for our kind of weather. They proceeded to introduce to us newer songs from their latest album; Eternity. They were alright. I'm sure the fans were more interested in the older songs. It was then the bands' turn to go in the back for a break while Jascha did some solo songs with his Korg, which was quite good.

Somewhere towards the middle until the end of the show, there was this stupid reporter bitch who was sitting 2 rows in front of me (GD 101) . She was so busy taking pictures of herself and her friend. Pointing the SLR towards our direction and constantly blinding us with the flashes. Hey bitch, if you're reading this... you were there to cover the show on Michael Learns to Rock and not yourself. Also, how many photos do you need of yourself and friend? You were there for the fucking show. She even had 3 different cameras. A DLSR, a compact and her phone camera.

Speaking of cameras, many people brought theirs and were either taking photos or recording video. It clearly stated that no image/video capturing devices were allowed. The attendants were poorly equipped to handle such mass of pirates. Towards the end, they just didn't give a shit anymore which caused a whole lot of the fans to crowd at the foot of the stage for closer shots. Some retards actually took pictures of themselves a distance away with their backs to the stage. They were going for that pose "Hey look I'm at a [geographic location]!" Only that it was a fucking concert. Such respect to the performers...

There was one song which I couldn't remember, that Jascha confessed that was the only song that was of rock genre that they ever had in their repertoire. Jascha was pretty funny throughout the night while introducing songs every now and then.

Rayn and I were waiting anxiously for one of the songs which we noticed had not been played. Much to our excitement they did it as their finale; Paint My Love. Of course in most concerts it doesn't end just like that. They came back to do a couple more songs for the encore.

They did 25 Minutes much to the wild cheer and approval of the crowd. Towards the end of the song, Jascha did something funny where after one of the repeat of the chorus, he switched to Air Supply's All Out of Love chorus and said that it had the same progression, then switched back to the 25 Minutes chorus.

They then did Wild Women which I was hoping for because it was one of their more upbeat songs. They managed to make it more rock'ish whereby at the end they had just the drums and the crowd chanting the chorus.

Their final-final song was That's Why (You Go Away). Jascha tried to be funny saying it was a new song when he proceeded to play the piano intro. The crowds were going wild and then he said he was surprised that they knew it when the band didn't even know it. He continued to tease the crowd by playing a variation of tunes with the chord progression of the song. He finally started the song where everybody was singing along louder than everybody.

Needless to say, it ended wonderfully.

We were then herded out of the Arena like cattle. All in all it was good, there weren't any shitty people that were pushing around within the moving crowd.

The trip to Genting this time around felt more pleasant. I guess it is experiences like these that make people want to always return to the highlands.

If you are my age and listened to music. You would definitely have listened to a fair bit of their songs while growing up, especially during early high school days. Back then, I felt their songs were too clean cut. But now listening to their songs again, I have a new sense of appreciation for the songs, especially when listening to the lyrics. For me, their songs will be considered evergreen.

Hopefully for eternity.

Friday, September 4, 2009

That's A Lot of... Doing

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:42:22 PM)
when u did too much shit in your life

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:42:24 PM)
u die early

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (4:42:38 PM)
but then, if you do shit loads of shit in your life, you get to be the most powerful person, and live longer

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Another One of Those Mornings

So earlier in the morning I was questioning his sexual orientation.
When all of a sudden...

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Rzeznik Janczyk says: (11:23:42 AM)
so this saturday u're gay for outback?

peonxian says: (11:26:18 AM)
wtf did you just say to me?

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Hair Raising Experience

I was minding my own business doing my work, when all of a sudden...

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Rzeznik Janczyk says: (12:09:32 PM)
wat u doing now honey?

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (12:09:47 PM)
aww fuck

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (12:09:49 PM)
wrong message

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I feel nauseous...

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

The First Step to Self Improvement

Rzeznik Janczyk says: (1:05:24 PM)
I KNOW I'M FUCKING FAT!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Self Fulfilling Prophecy

Eric was talking about himself being able to look like a triad member. While I said they had douchey looks.

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Eric - A breath of fresh air says: (11:57:12 AM)
pissed off eyes

Eric - A breath of fresh air says: (11:57:20 AM)
lawl

peonxian v.01d 曾近贤 says: (11:57:46 AM)
chinky douche eyes

Eric - A breath of fresh air says: (11:57:53 AM)
-_-

peonxian v.01d 曾近贤 says: (11:58:05 AM)
you're doing it right!

Eric - A breath of fresh air says: (11:58:17 AM)
diaf

Eric - A breath of fresh air says: (11:58:17 AM)
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